because for starters i am one of those people who sometimes can't help but feel like celebrities are friends of mine. i honestly still can't believe that Halle Berry has yet to send me a baby picture.
but jennifer anniston, i feel like she is distant aquaintance. not a bff or anything. more like a girl i had a class with a few semesters ago and never really talked to again. but every now and then (now that i'm watching The Breakup) she comes to mind. Like when i see her in an advertisement for SmartWater and she looks fabulous, in my mind i literally think, "oh that's my friend jenni (yes with an 'i'), i've been meaning to give her a call and maybe get drinks."
mainly because i'm worried about her. i wonder what she's going through. in some ways i think i know. while she's wildly successful, talented, beautiful and yet i feel like i can tell she wants something more.
i think she wants to be married. of course she does, she got married once before so that was a life she chose. i mean we all saw the wedding photos, just lovely. (i wonder what she did with them.)
i think what she wants now is a baby. and of course this is all hearsay because as much as i wish we were girlfriends we are not. and even if we were i haven't called her in months.
and of course it's all made worse because she has to watch Brad Pitt have baby after baby after baby with what's her name. Whom i do not hate either. and i'm sure that jenni doesn't hate her. i'm sure she's a big enough person to be happy for them and their family. i wish i could always be so big.
it isn't so much that she's jealous of what they have or what anybody has because she's smart enough to know that she has plenty (the water helps). she probably just wishes that things in her life were really working out as well. and i know the feeling.
me and jenni would have so much to talk about.
i wonder if she has facebook.
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